Sunday, September 28, 2003
wat a boring sunday! supposed to do 2002 A level maths paper but ended up playing bejewel on msn the whole afternoon.. bejewel is such a loser game! i played the one with timing n whenever the red column start to blink n giving out a stupid horn-ing noise indicating tt the time is almost up, no matter how many rows of 3 or more gems u formed, they will not extend the time! LOSER game!
my tummy juz complained abt being hungry by giving out a groan.. comeon, dun think i cant hear ur growl even when u r inside me! attitude problem!
claudia showed me attitude again right in the morning.. wats her problem? always telling me everything is hers n i dun hav it when she is holding on to my stuff.. i m not being childish here by complaining abt her k.. she juz gets on my nerves at times.. erm no, is all the time! i think she deserves a real hard spanking on her small little buttocks.. perhaps the cane will do a great job n she will cry at the top of her voice n i will be standing on one side laffing at the top of my voice.. heehee.. sadistic karen! serve her right for showing me attitude!
hey, stop wa lau-ing me k after reading the above paragraph.. u all should noe tt kids can be of real nuisance esp kids born in this century.. dun tell me u all dun feel the same when ur little siblings start to show u attitude problem when u nv do anything to them in the first place?
little claudia may look angelic-like, looking very cute when she smile n running towards you calling out ur name but dun be deceived by her innocent looking face! i can sense the great devil within her.. owaes out to create problems for me, making me look as if i m the evil aunt over here when i m actually the victim..
hmpmz!
there is a "promotion" going on on 933 which u could sms to say wat would u like to see most during wang li hong's concert n u could stand to win his concert tix.. how abt sms in saying tt u wish to see wang li hong not turning up n see if u could stand out from the rest n win the tix? if u really win, dun hav to thank me for giving u such a great idea n dun hav to giv me the other tix to his concert.. i m not interested in wang li hong n i think his songs r ridiculous! "julia.. julia.." "W H W H Y Y.." huh? duhz? wat rubbish?
ok, i m having a foul mood right now.. n i duno y too.. it is not pms for sure..
ok bye bye!
my tummy juz complained abt being hungry by giving out a groan.. comeon, dun think i cant hear ur growl even when u r inside me! attitude problem!
claudia showed me attitude again right in the morning.. wats her problem? always telling me everything is hers n i dun hav it when she is holding on to my stuff.. i m not being childish here by complaining abt her k.. she juz gets on my nerves at times.. erm no, is all the time! i think she deserves a real hard spanking on her small little buttocks.. perhaps the cane will do a great job n she will cry at the top of her voice n i will be standing on one side laffing at the top of my voice.. heehee.. sadistic karen! serve her right for showing me attitude!
hey, stop wa lau-ing me k after reading the above paragraph.. u all should noe tt kids can be of real nuisance esp kids born in this century.. dun tell me u all dun feel the same when ur little siblings start to show u attitude problem when u nv do anything to them in the first place?
little claudia may look angelic-like, looking very cute when she smile n running towards you calling out ur name but dun be deceived by her innocent looking face! i can sense the great devil within her.. owaes out to create problems for me, making me look as if i m the evil aunt over here when i m actually the victim..
hmpmz!
there is a "promotion" going on on 933 which u could sms to say wat would u like to see most during wang li hong's concert n u could stand to win his concert tix.. how abt sms in saying tt u wish to see wang li hong not turning up n see if u could stand out from the rest n win the tix? if u really win, dun hav to thank me for giving u such a great idea n dun hav to giv me the other tix to his concert.. i m not interested in wang li hong n i think his songs r ridiculous! "julia.. julia.." "W H W H Y Y.." huh? duhz? wat rubbish?
ok, i m having a foul mood right now.. n i duno y too.. it is not pms for sure..
ok bye bye!
Saturday, September 27, 2003
mel, pauline, june, qingyao n peiyi juz left my hse 45 min ago.. had a great day with them! played mahjong n my hse turned into a gambling den.. *_^ n i won! haa.. pauline lost ALL her chips coz she is owas the one who threw the crucial tile which allows me to be arrogant.. heehee
had canadian 2 for 1 pizza for dinner.. ate 2 pieces n i oready felt bloated.. mel ate 3 n a half pieces.. i think there's a wormmie in her tummy.. gulping wateva she eats.. cant stand such ppl, can enjoy so much food w/o becoming fat! *full of envy*
actually wanted to have a good chat at the balcony but when everyone got into my room, we decided to stay put there to enjoy the air con n music which the balcony cant provide us with.. well, we r juz being realistic! at least there is a bed n a chair in my room which we cud rest on.. erm, ok.. some of them sat on the floor still.. but at least it is more convenient to have a toilet in the room.. haa.. wat the hell m i saying.. haa.. i duno!
tao zhe [ji mo de ji jie] damn nice la.. although it sound abit qi1 liang2 (lonely) but still damn nice..
jang hyuk rulez! stay tune to chn 8 10:45pm every monday n tuesday n catch him in action! he acts as han qi tai! shuai man!
infernal affairs II will be up on screen this wednesday! yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya! cant wait to see the prequel..
hmm.. quite shock u noe.. i juz realised yday tt i actually still rmb how tt ocs guy whom i saw at bugis look like.. haa.. good memory ya? duno if i will see him again.. i think it is highly impossible.. =(
haa.. anyway.. rmb wat the movie "turn left turn right" said? "someday, 2 parallel lines will intersect".. from this, i can conclude tt the author of this story has nv studied vectors b4.. how cud 2 parallel lines intersect? lets say if there is a teenie weenie small little difference in the gradient then the lines will intersect at infinity perhaps? but 2 parallel lines will owaes be 2 parallel lines.. ok.. i think i better stop.. sure alot of ppl will shoot me for being so logical.. but really la.. since we all take maths we shud noe this fact wat.. think pf will share the same thoughts as me..
ok.. i got nth else to blog le.. bye bye.. nitez
had canadian 2 for 1 pizza for dinner.. ate 2 pieces n i oready felt bloated.. mel ate 3 n a half pieces.. i think there's a wormmie in her tummy.. gulping wateva she eats.. cant stand such ppl, can enjoy so much food w/o becoming fat! *full of envy*
actually wanted to have a good chat at the balcony but when everyone got into my room, we decided to stay put there to enjoy the air con n music which the balcony cant provide us with.. well, we r juz being realistic! at least there is a bed n a chair in my room which we cud rest on.. erm, ok.. some of them sat on the floor still.. but at least it is more convenient to have a toilet in the room.. haa.. wat the hell m i saying.. haa.. i duno!
tao zhe [ji mo de ji jie] damn nice la.. although it sound abit qi1 liang2 (lonely) but still damn nice..
jang hyuk rulez! stay tune to chn 8 10:45pm every monday n tuesday n catch him in action! he acts as han qi tai! shuai man!
infernal affairs II will be up on screen this wednesday! yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya! cant wait to see the prequel..
hmm.. quite shock u noe.. i juz realised yday tt i actually still rmb how tt ocs guy whom i saw at bugis look like.. haa.. good memory ya? duno if i will see him again.. i think it is highly impossible.. =(
haa.. anyway.. rmb wat the movie "turn left turn right" said? "someday, 2 parallel lines will intersect".. from this, i can conclude tt the author of this story has nv studied vectors b4.. how cud 2 parallel lines intersect? lets say if there is a teenie weenie small little difference in the gradient then the lines will intersect at infinity perhaps? but 2 parallel lines will owaes be 2 parallel lines.. ok.. i think i better stop.. sure alot of ppl will shoot me for being so logical.. but really la.. since we all take maths we shud noe this fact wat.. think pf will share the same thoughts as me..
ok.. i got nth else to blog le.. bye bye.. nitez
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
NITEMARE IS FINALLY OVER! but worse nitemare is coming real soon!
cudnt sleep well last nite.. ironic rite? for the past 2 weeks, i cant sleep well because i was pressurized due to prelims to the extent that i need to "psycho" myself to sleep.. but yday, prelims ended n yet i cudnt relax myself..
went home rite after the paper, washed the toilet, swept the floor, packed my table, arranged my notes.. made those beaded star key chain and wrote little notes for s35 gers, watched lots of tv programmes!
watched "turn left turn right" with pf tday.. overall, the plot is quite sweet.. but as u watched n see how they owaes cha1 jian1 er2 guo4, u really feel like throwing ur shoe at the screen, clenching the seat handle tightly or even pinch the person right beside you.. it is quite amazing how both of them are willing to wait for each other for another 13 yrs, or another two 13 years.. not bad lo the show.. except tt the pace was alittle bit slow! maybe its becoz i m not involved in a relationship tts y i cant feel tt much abt this movie..
tried out aerobics tdy.. wa, i tell u har, half the time i m busy trying to catch up with the others lo.. the others like damn pro likdat, duno how many times they have gone for the class le.. n tt person who lead us is damn kb la.. cant stand her voice, like trying to shout at the top of her voice, more like commanding us then motivating us..
haha.. the best part is here.. went to bugis street to get myself sth.. at the shop, i saw this guy, a ocs guy.. ok, i noe he is from ocs becoz of his attire, white long sleeve shirt n black trousers.. he damn shuai la.. n charming.. he got the build (not those muscular or fat type, is those fats very well distributed type) based on my estimation, he should be 1.8m tall.. WOOH! its really lo, u noe when ppl walk then will scan at least within a radius of 5metres around yourself for shuai ge or mei nu one rite, i one scan spotted him liao.. haha.. he is still in my mind lo.. haha.. but i scared tmr morning once i wake up cant rmb how he look like le =( haiz.. but when i saw him, i find him very familliar lo (or isit i find all handsome guys familliar oso? hiak *winkz*) ok, seriously..
he is damn handsome n charming! his charm can fight with "relax's"! even clara n serene admit tt "relax" is damn charming too! if wana rank accordingly to "nan2 ren2 wei4" n charm, "relax" will win.. but if wana rank accordingly based on shuai-ness, of coz this guy wins la..
hmm, guess some of u noes tt i have this special liking for ncc guys rite? i guess now i begin to have a special liking for ocs guys le.. *winkz*
listened to 933 on my journey home.. the theme on air at tt time was "songs tt are awful" and someone actually suggested tt phyllis quek's song "freedom" fits into tt theme.. haha! suddenly my mind went thru time machine n went back to my sec4 days.. rmb once duno isit during wu jiong's or moral education lesson, we played with cards with chi characters printed on it n we are supposed to form those idioms.. after which we muz use those idioms n sing it into a song.. n i use "freedom" tune n juz anyhow use those idioms n sang.. whole of 4empathy laff like crazy la.. i can still rmb how pk, collin, weng heng they all laff.. haa!
okay.. think my blog today is quite long liao.. shud stop now.. good nitez!
cudnt sleep well last nite.. ironic rite? for the past 2 weeks, i cant sleep well because i was pressurized due to prelims to the extent that i need to "psycho" myself to sleep.. but yday, prelims ended n yet i cudnt relax myself..
went home rite after the paper, washed the toilet, swept the floor, packed my table, arranged my notes.. made those beaded star key chain and wrote little notes for s35 gers, watched lots of tv programmes!
watched "turn left turn right" with pf tday.. overall, the plot is quite sweet.. but as u watched n see how they owaes cha1 jian1 er2 guo4, u really feel like throwing ur shoe at the screen, clenching the seat handle tightly or even pinch the person right beside you.. it is quite amazing how both of them are willing to wait for each other for another 13 yrs, or another two 13 years.. not bad lo the show.. except tt the pace was alittle bit slow! maybe its becoz i m not involved in a relationship tts y i cant feel tt much abt this movie..
tried out aerobics tdy.. wa, i tell u har, half the time i m busy trying to catch up with the others lo.. the others like damn pro likdat, duno how many times they have gone for the class le.. n tt person who lead us is damn kb la.. cant stand her voice, like trying to shout at the top of her voice, more like commanding us then motivating us..
haha.. the best part is here.. went to bugis street to get myself sth.. at the shop, i saw this guy, a ocs guy.. ok, i noe he is from ocs becoz of his attire, white long sleeve shirt n black trousers.. he damn shuai la.. n charming.. he got the build (not those muscular or fat type, is those fats very well distributed type) based on my estimation, he should be 1.8m tall.. WOOH! its really lo, u noe when ppl walk then will scan at least within a radius of 5metres around yourself for shuai ge or mei nu one rite, i one scan spotted him liao.. haha.. he is still in my mind lo.. haha.. but i scared tmr morning once i wake up cant rmb how he look like le =( haiz.. but when i saw him, i find him very familliar lo (or isit i find all handsome guys familliar oso? hiak *winkz*) ok, seriously..
he is damn handsome n charming! his charm can fight with "relax's"! even clara n serene admit tt "relax" is damn charming too! if wana rank accordingly to "nan2 ren2 wei4" n charm, "relax" will win.. but if wana rank accordingly based on shuai-ness, of coz this guy wins la..
hmm, guess some of u noes tt i have this special liking for ncc guys rite? i guess now i begin to have a special liking for ocs guys le.. *winkz*
listened to 933 on my journey home.. the theme on air at tt time was "songs tt are awful" and someone actually suggested tt phyllis quek's song "freedom" fits into tt theme.. haha! suddenly my mind went thru time machine n went back to my sec4 days.. rmb once duno isit during wu jiong's or moral education lesson, we played with cards with chi characters printed on it n we are supposed to form those idioms.. after which we muz use those idioms n sing it into a song.. n i use "freedom" tune n juz anyhow use those idioms n sang.. whole of 4empathy laff like crazy la.. i can still rmb how pk, collin, weng heng they all laff.. haa!
okay.. think my blog today is quite long liao.. shud stop now.. good nitez!
Sunday, September 21, 2003
its 0118hr again! sunday morning..
slacked whole day today.. feeling very guilty coz i still have alot more chpt to study.. but it deemed tt i m oready on slacking mode liao..
felt very entertained.. claudia sang us "xiao wei", the song by huang pin yuan.. she nv fails to amaze me.. a 3yr9mth little chap doing all sorts of rubbish.. n she actually sang "xiao wei".. btw, her mum was asked to meet her teacher in nursery becoz claudia is really problematic.. not even 4 yrs old n her mum goto attend "meet-the-parents" session liao.. cant imagine how wud it be in the future.. maybe one day she will beg me to forge signature n sign on her "red" colored report card? n she got attitude problem too! owaes bullying me.. i think i quite attitude liao lo.. n she actually more attitude than me.. not bad sia, got potential!
was listening to 933.. the topic discussed was on "wat will u do when u miss someone?" n the dj encouraged listeners to call in.. a 15 yr old guy called to share his story.. he said tt when he think of the ger he likes, he will write a song.. n he wrote a song for her.. he sang it on air.. playing piano n sing at the same time.. although i cant really hear the lyrics clearly due to the poor reception.. the tune is oready very touching enuf.. even the dj feel touched after listening to him sing.. the song is really very nice.. however, the ger is attached n this guy nv sing this song for the ger b4.. kinda sad though..
quote to share:
"Do not ever say goodbye to someone if you still want to try, do not give up if you feel that you still can take it, and do not say you no longer love her anymore if you still cannot forget her.."
slacked whole day today.. feeling very guilty coz i still have alot more chpt to study.. but it deemed tt i m oready on slacking mode liao..
felt very entertained.. claudia sang us "xiao wei", the song by huang pin yuan.. she nv fails to amaze me.. a 3yr9mth little chap doing all sorts of rubbish.. n she actually sang "xiao wei".. btw, her mum was asked to meet her teacher in nursery becoz claudia is really problematic.. not even 4 yrs old n her mum goto attend "meet-the-parents" session liao.. cant imagine how wud it be in the future.. maybe one day she will beg me to forge signature n sign on her "red" colored report card? n she got attitude problem too! owaes bullying me.. i think i quite attitude liao lo.. n she actually more attitude than me.. not bad sia, got potential!
was listening to 933.. the topic discussed was on "wat will u do when u miss someone?" n the dj encouraged listeners to call in.. a 15 yr old guy called to share his story.. he said tt when he think of the ger he likes, he will write a song.. n he wrote a song for her.. he sang it on air.. playing piano n sing at the same time.. although i cant really hear the lyrics clearly due to the poor reception.. the tune is oready very touching enuf.. even the dj feel touched after listening to him sing.. the song is really very nice.. however, the ger is attached n this guy nv sing this song for the ger b4.. kinda sad though..
quote to share:
"Do not ever say goodbye to someone if you still want to try, do not give up if you feel that you still can take it, and do not say you no longer love her anymore if you still cannot forget her.."
Saturday, September 20, 2003
0118hr now.. its oready saturday morning! good morning to ya!
*yawnz.. haha
prelims was disastrous.. started off with cmaths paper1 on monday, chem paper3 on tue, cmaths paper2 on wed, phy paper 3 on thur.. maths was the only subject which i finish studying (but nv practise) and was most confident of.. picked topic to study for chem n phy paper 3.. okay.. i admit tt was a despicable n desperate move, but i dun really have a choice under such circumstances ya?
cmaths paper was quite alrite.. and obviously, the paper vjc set is of certain standard, which dun usually insult our intelligence just like SAT 1 maths section did! this is one qn i encountered when doing SAT 1 : y+3x-y=3 solve for x (u better not crack ur brain over such "chim" qn k..) but sumtimes we rather have our intelligence insulted than to do badly for exams rite?
phy paper 3 was a major disaster! no time + duno how to do.. left 30 over marks worth of qn blank.. well, wasnt in the right state of mind while doing the paper.. slept at 2am the nite b4 after saturating my brain with all sorts of phy info.. n it rained towards the end of the paper! tt made me feeling even more sleepy! ya btw, the day b4 phy, when i woke up from my nap, all ready to blast my brain with phy, it started raining! how cud i possibly concentrate with such soothing temperature mode only suitable for sleeping? even lady luck isnt on my side *sigh
phy paper 1 & 2 on this coming mon while chem paper 1 & 2 is on tue.. n it will mark the end of prelims! n of course, sadly, marking the beginning of more, more, n many more mugging days..
ok.. enuf of such disappointing stuff.. time to share some interesting news!
Infernal Affairs 2 (the missing years) will be screened on 1st oct! yoohoo~ starring edison chen and shawn yue.. no tony leung n andy lau this time round.. its all abt wat happened after yan (tony leung's character in part 1) infiltrate into the triads as a mole n ming (andy lau's character in part 1) graduated from the police academy.. worth watching!
karen rates :*****
sorry tony.. all along i have mixed up ur surname "leung" with "leong".. "tony leung" is liang chao wei n "tony leong" is liang jia hui.. n of course my fav is tony LEUNG.. tony leung rulz!
david tao's [ji4 mo4 de ji4 jie4] is very nice..
well, went for kickboxing class just now.. super fun! kept punching n kicking.. i m a first-timer for such fitness classes n maybe i made a fool of myself during class? haa.. but tts not the point.. the point is tt i really enjoy it.. using strong moves and yet not losing feminity.. haha!
okay, is time for bed!
good nite karen! sleep tight, sweet dreams n dun drool!
*yawnz.. haha
prelims was disastrous.. started off with cmaths paper1 on monday, chem paper3 on tue, cmaths paper2 on wed, phy paper 3 on thur.. maths was the only subject which i finish studying (but nv practise) and was most confident of.. picked topic to study for chem n phy paper 3.. okay.. i admit tt was a despicable n desperate move, but i dun really have a choice under such circumstances ya?
cmaths paper was quite alrite.. and obviously, the paper vjc set is of certain standard, which dun usually insult our intelligence just like SAT 1 maths section did! this is one qn i encountered when doing SAT 1 : y+3x-y=3 solve for x (u better not crack ur brain over such "chim" qn k..) but sumtimes we rather have our intelligence insulted than to do badly for exams rite?
phy paper 3 was a major disaster! no time + duno how to do.. left 30 over marks worth of qn blank.. well, wasnt in the right state of mind while doing the paper.. slept at 2am the nite b4 after saturating my brain with all sorts of phy info.. n it rained towards the end of the paper! tt made me feeling even more sleepy! ya btw, the day b4 phy, when i woke up from my nap, all ready to blast my brain with phy, it started raining! how cud i possibly concentrate with such soothing temperature mode only suitable for sleeping? even lady luck isnt on my side *sigh
phy paper 1 & 2 on this coming mon while chem paper 1 & 2 is on tue.. n it will mark the end of prelims! n of course, sadly, marking the beginning of more, more, n many more mugging days..
ok.. enuf of such disappointing stuff.. time to share some interesting news!
Infernal Affairs 2 (the missing years) will be screened on 1st oct! yoohoo~ starring edison chen and shawn yue.. no tony leung n andy lau this time round.. its all abt wat happened after yan (tony leung's character in part 1) infiltrate into the triads as a mole n ming (andy lau's character in part 1) graduated from the police academy.. worth watching!
karen rates :*****
sorry tony.. all along i have mixed up ur surname "leung" with "leong".. "tony leung" is liang chao wei n "tony leong" is liang jia hui.. n of course my fav is tony LEUNG.. tony leung rulz!
david tao's [ji4 mo4 de ji4 jie4] is very nice..
well, went for kickboxing class just now.. super fun! kept punching n kicking.. i m a first-timer for such fitness classes n maybe i made a fool of myself during class? haa.. but tts not the point.. the point is tt i really enjoy it.. using strong moves and yet not losing feminity.. haha!
okay, is time for bed!
good nite karen! sleep tight, sweet dreams n dun drool!
Sunday, September 14, 2003
Its D-day tmr!!
Saturday, September 13, 2003
feeling tired.. slept at 3am last nite.. erm morning i mean.. me, mimi, da sao n claudia were chatting in mimi's room.. it was ard 0200hr when i attempted to sneak out of the room to go bed but da sao instigated claudia to drag me back into the "chatting room" *sigh..
we were discussing how this batch of "supermodels" fair.. apparently, none of them were up to standard.. quoted from my dearest simhan (hiak hiak!!) : "the pretty ones in the streets boycotted this event ... and the rest flocked like flies to dung..... "
da sao said she heard from class 95 and the DJs were criticising how bad the "supermodels" were.. they said sth like "b4 u go sign up for the comp, look into the mirror, if u dun hav 70-80% of the looks of the past supermodels, it will be better if u study hard n find a stable job" (sth along tt line) HAHA!! ya, btw, da sao's bro also said :"some dun even noe how to wear a bikini" =P
i tot it will be a brand new day for me to mug real hard but as all of u can predict, i failed again =(
final countdown: 1 more day to D-day!
we were discussing how this batch of "supermodels" fair.. apparently, none of them were up to standard.. quoted from my dearest simhan (hiak hiak!!) : "the pretty ones in the streets boycotted this event ... and the rest flocked like flies to dung..... "
da sao said she heard from class 95 and the DJs were criticising how bad the "supermodels" were.. they said sth like "b4 u go sign up for the comp, look into the mirror, if u dun hav 70-80% of the looks of the past supermodels, it will be better if u study hard n find a stable job" (sth along tt line) HAHA!! ya, btw, da sao's bro also said :"some dun even noe how to wear a bikini" =P
i tot it will be a brand new day for me to mug real hard but as all of u can predict, i failed again =(
final countdown: 1 more day to D-day!
Friday, September 12, 2003
stayed at home whole day.. i think i became fairer liao.. after hiding in my kennel for too long liao (stop laffing! i noe some of u r thinking tt it shudn be a kennel, it shud be a sty!! arghz)
slept alot which i m not supposed to do so.. (or rather, has been sleeping a lot the past few days coz it was raining.. ^_* well, according to ray, it is my natural instinct to feel sleepy when it is abt to rain n it proved tt his hypothesis is right!!)
xun2 qing2 ji4 is on SCV chn 55 2230hr again!! yay!! can see louis koo! *winkz* he damn charming sia.. see liao sure kenar mesmrized.. but i think he n my tony leong still cannot fight.. tony is still the best! his eyes, his smile, his everything! so enchanting! yday was listening to 933 then kevin was saying tony leong's eyes can electrocute ppl wan.. SO TRUEEE!!
think i m dead for prelims! dun think i can even finish studying.. there is simply too much left le! ze3 me2 ban4? maybe i shud burn everything n dissolve the remains in water n gulp it down my throat? or shud i pick topics? i think pick topics is a must liao.. or else how to finish? heng paper 3 still can choose qn to ans one.. but how do i noe which topic will come out? study past yr prelims qn? nahz! vjc phy dept has already adopted the chem dept's well- known evil and despicable tactics, they surely wun let us guess the topics easily wan.. haiz~
chen xiao chun's new song [0932] is nice.. written by david tao, got r&b style..
this is a pig ----> :@
sth to share:
[To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. ]
slept alot which i m not supposed to do so.. (or rather, has been sleeping a lot the past few days coz it was raining.. ^_* well, according to ray, it is my natural instinct to feel sleepy when it is abt to rain n it proved tt his hypothesis is right!!)
xun2 qing2 ji4 is on SCV chn 55 2230hr again!! yay!! can see louis koo! *winkz* he damn charming sia.. see liao sure kenar mesmrized.. but i think he n my tony leong still cannot fight.. tony is still the best! his eyes, his smile, his everything! so enchanting! yday was listening to 933 then kevin was saying tony leong's eyes can electrocute ppl wan.. SO TRUEEE!!
think i m dead for prelims! dun think i can even finish studying.. there is simply too much left le! ze3 me2 ban4? maybe i shud burn everything n dissolve the remains in water n gulp it down my throat? or shud i pick topics? i think pick topics is a must liao.. or else how to finish? heng paper 3 still can choose qn to ans one.. but how do i noe which topic will come out? study past yr prelims qn? nahz! vjc phy dept has already adopted the chem dept's well- known evil and despicable tactics, they surely wun let us guess the topics easily wan.. haiz~
chen xiao chun's new song [0932] is nice.. written by david tao, got r&b style..
this is a pig ----> :@
sth to share:
[To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. ]
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
DAMN!! i slacked whole day!! jialat liao la.. one day wasted likdat n i haven even finish study half of the syllabus!! gona screw this prelims up for sure..
the actual theory papers haven start yet n here i'm oready mentally tired out.. oh no! i ve oready come so far and its just one more hurdle ahead of me.. gosh! i cant disappoint myself or my loved ones just likdat..
erm.. ok.. i do admit tt i m pure tyco to get into vjc.. well, for someone who got an aggregate of 235 for PSLE, got into chung cheng main n graduated with an o level raw score of 9 points.. haiz.. how m i going to get 3 As for a levels.. maybe alot of u duno.. i have 2 other cousins (ningxia n michelle) who r of the same age as me n my aunties will always make comparisons between the 3 of us.. apparently, i m owas the worst among us 3.. ningxia got 251 and michelle got 261 for PSLE..ningxia got into cedar girls' and michelle got into raffles girls'.. okay.. n now.. hao3 bu4 rong2 yi4, i managed to make my way into vjc together with them (but they still win me.. michelle got 7 pts, ningxia got 8 pts for o levels).. and make those aunties change their thoughts abt me.. i m not going to make myself and my family lose face in front of those aunties again n I WILL NOT!!
i was complaining abt studying till damn irritated liao to my senior.. n again, he quotes his favourite chem tutor's words to me.. "dun give up!".. then he said "thousands before u hav made it, so can u.."
well, tt was indeed inspiring.. but apparently i juz cant bring myself to become more enthusiastic n determined n confident in obtaining good results.. arghz!
come'on karen! you can do it! buck up and head towards where u r aiming for!!
the actual theory papers haven start yet n here i'm oready mentally tired out.. oh no! i ve oready come so far and its just one more hurdle ahead of me.. gosh! i cant disappoint myself or my loved ones just likdat..
erm.. ok.. i do admit tt i m pure tyco to get into vjc.. well, for someone who got an aggregate of 235 for PSLE, got into chung cheng main n graduated with an o level raw score of 9 points.. haiz.. how m i going to get 3 As for a levels.. maybe alot of u duno.. i have 2 other cousins (ningxia n michelle) who r of the same age as me n my aunties will always make comparisons between the 3 of us.. apparently, i m owas the worst among us 3.. ningxia got 251 and michelle got 261 for PSLE..ningxia got into cedar girls' and michelle got into raffles girls'.. okay.. n now.. hao3 bu4 rong2 yi4, i managed to make my way into vjc together with them (but they still win me.. michelle got 7 pts, ningxia got 8 pts for o levels).. and make those aunties change their thoughts abt me.. i m not going to make myself and my family lose face in front of those aunties again n I WILL NOT!!
i was complaining abt studying till damn irritated liao to my senior.. n again, he quotes his favourite chem tutor's words to me.. "dun give up!".. then he said "thousands before u hav made it, so can u.."
well, tt was indeed inspiring.. but apparently i juz cant bring myself to become more enthusiastic n determined n confident in obtaining good results.. arghz!
come'on karen! you can do it! buck up and head towards where u r aiming for!!
Sunday, September 07, 2003
attended my cousin's wedding today.. its the 2nd wedding which i attended in the past one week..
when i reached the car park at his void deck, i recognized that ann lived in the opp blk.. and the next thing tt came to my mind is tt patrick lives there too, one storey below ann's place and nth else.. i just kept looking at tt blk and suddenly remembered tt he oready moved hse.. coincidentally, my cousin who got married today, is also named patrick.. since young, I did not giv any notice to his name as we owaes call him “ah pat kor kor”, but when his sister call him “patrick” just now, I was like “oh ya! his name is also patrick!” hmm.. eng kiat used to live in the same blk as ann too.. the christian name he adopted is also “patrick”.. that estate there sure got lots of patricks!!
anyway, I haven reach the main point yet.. everyone ard me is either getting married or getting attached.. ningyin r.o.m with steven a few mths back.. last sunday, da sao’s sister juz got married.. then tdy, ah pat kor kor got married then my sec sch fren (I m not supposed to disclose her name.. sorry..) who is a kind hearted, angel-like ger got attached to my ex classmate (sorry, cant disclose his name either as I promised them..) I was kinda surprised when I heard abt them being together.. well, this was not wat tt shocked me most.. at ah pat kor kor’s hse, I found tt even ningxia is attached!! Tt was a real shock to me lo.. all of us, ok, at least most of us tot tt she is those kind who cant be bothered with bgr rite now one lo and she is attached since april.. and wat? I m one of the last few to noe among the cousins.. arghz! Well, michelle being attached is kinda expected one lo.. but ningxia? (I m not getting jealous here k! get tt point into ur head! I m juz shocked! =O ) ningxia’s bf was from vjc too, one yr older than us.. he is in air force ocs now.. OCS!! (full of envy) damn cool lo.. he actually passed the Australia overseas airforce training..
haiz.. ok.. as wat mel said.. the pain of having to break up is even worse than the pain of being rejected.. hmm.. I believe so.. at least I tried the feeling of rejection b4 but tt was like yrs ago.. dun think it can be considered a rejection coz I only said I like him n nth else.. n tt was when he told me he was actually attached.. sigh.. at least the pain wasn’t tt great at tt time coz I dun hav any desire to be with him.. well.. its all over..
“wo3 yu4 jian4 shui2 hui4 you3 zen3 yang4 de dui4 bai2
wo3 deng3 de ren2 ta1 zai4 duo1 yuan3 de wei4 lai2
wo3 ting1 zhe4 feng1 lai2 zi4 di4 tie3 he2 ren2 hai3
wo3 pai2 zhe4 dui4 na2 zhe4 ai4 de hao4 ma3 pai2”
adopted from sun yan zi’s [yu jian]
when i reached the car park at his void deck, i recognized that ann lived in the opp blk.. and the next thing tt came to my mind is tt patrick lives there too, one storey below ann's place and nth else.. i just kept looking at tt blk and suddenly remembered tt he oready moved hse.. coincidentally, my cousin who got married today, is also named patrick.. since young, I did not giv any notice to his name as we owaes call him “ah pat kor kor”, but when his sister call him “patrick” just now, I was like “oh ya! his name is also patrick!” hmm.. eng kiat used to live in the same blk as ann too.. the christian name he adopted is also “patrick”.. that estate there sure got lots of patricks!!
anyway, I haven reach the main point yet.. everyone ard me is either getting married or getting attached.. ningyin r.o.m with steven a few mths back.. last sunday, da sao’s sister juz got married.. then tdy, ah pat kor kor got married then my sec sch fren (I m not supposed to disclose her name.. sorry..) who is a kind hearted, angel-like ger got attached to my ex classmate (sorry, cant disclose his name either as I promised them..) I was kinda surprised when I heard abt them being together.. well, this was not wat tt shocked me most.. at ah pat kor kor’s hse, I found tt even ningxia is attached!! Tt was a real shock to me lo.. all of us, ok, at least most of us tot tt she is those kind who cant be bothered with bgr rite now one lo and she is attached since april.. and wat? I m one of the last few to noe among the cousins.. arghz! Well, michelle being attached is kinda expected one lo.. but ningxia? (I m not getting jealous here k! get tt point into ur head! I m juz shocked! =O ) ningxia’s bf was from vjc too, one yr older than us.. he is in air force ocs now.. OCS!! (full of envy) damn cool lo.. he actually passed the Australia overseas airforce training..
haiz.. ok.. as wat mel said.. the pain of having to break up is even worse than the pain of being rejected.. hmm.. I believe so.. at least I tried the feeling of rejection b4 but tt was like yrs ago.. dun think it can be considered a rejection coz I only said I like him n nth else.. n tt was when he told me he was actually attached.. sigh.. at least the pain wasn’t tt great at tt time coz I dun hav any desire to be with him.. well.. its all over..
“wo3 yu4 jian4 shui2 hui4 you3 zen3 yang4 de dui4 bai2
wo3 deng3 de ren2 ta1 zai4 duo1 yuan3 de wei4 lai2
wo3 ting1 zhe4 feng1 lai2 zi4 di4 tie3 he2 ren2 hai3
wo3 pai2 zhe4 dui4 na2 zhe4 ai4 de hao4 ma3 pai2”
adopted from sun yan zi’s [yu jian]
Friday, September 05, 2003
Results of the Emotional IQ Test
Emotional IQ
Your score = 96
What does your score mean?
Your Emotional IQ is in the average range. Essentially, you're able to recognize and deal with your own emotions and those of others in a reasonably effective manner. This is likely evident in your ability to relate to others, express your needs, and maintain a satisfactory level of emotional health. Since your score is in the mid-range, however, you are not taking full advantage of your potential. By learning and practicing new skills and more effective ways of dealing with people, you could increase your EIQ. After all, we can always improve our communication, ways of relating to others and resilience. The benefits will be numerous, including stronger relationships, a more successful career and better emotional health. Most of all, you will be an all-around happier person.
Emotional IQ
Your score = 96
What does your score mean?
Your Emotional IQ is in the average range. Essentially, you're able to recognize and deal with your own emotions and those of others in a reasonably effective manner. This is likely evident in your ability to relate to others, express your needs, and maintain a satisfactory level of emotional health. Since your score is in the mid-range, however, you are not taking full advantage of your potential. By learning and practicing new skills and more effective ways of dealing with people, you could increase your EIQ. After all, we can always improve our communication, ways of relating to others and resilience. The benefits will be numerous, including stronger relationships, a more successful career and better emotional health. Most of all, you will be an all-around happier person.
Results of Your Jealousy Test
Jealousy
Your score = 29
What does your score mean?
Most people experience a certain amount of fear that their loved one could leave them for someone else. After all, these things happen, and when they do, it is usually very painful. You fit right into this usual range - certain situations may spark feelings of jealousy, but generally you are not preoccupied with the fear of losing your partner. If you were honest with yourself while taking the test, this means that you are secure, strong, independent and rational enough to recognize the possibility of losing your partner to someone else, but not be consumed by it. That does not mean that you do not care; you would certainly be as sad or crushed as anybody else. However, you know that if it ever happens, you will survive with your self-esteem and dignity intact. You realize that even though you might love your partner very much, s/he is not the only fish in the sea, and that you would eventually find happiness with someone else. Such feelings give you a sense of security and the strength to trust, and allow you to be comfortable in the relationship. That, in turn, boosts the chances of a lasting and fulfilling relationship.
Jealousy
Your score = 29
What does your score mean?
Most people experience a certain amount of fear that their loved one could leave them for someone else. After all, these things happen, and when they do, it is usually very painful. You fit right into this usual range - certain situations may spark feelings of jealousy, but generally you are not preoccupied with the fear of losing your partner. If you were honest with yourself while taking the test, this means that you are secure, strong, independent and rational enough to recognize the possibility of losing your partner to someone else, but not be consumed by it. That does not mean that you do not care; you would certainly be as sad or crushed as anybody else. However, you know that if it ever happens, you will survive with your self-esteem and dignity intact. You realize that even though you might love your partner very much, s/he is not the only fish in the sea, and that you would eventually find happiness with someone else. Such feelings give you a sense of security and the strength to trust, and allow you to be comfortable in the relationship. That, in turn, boosts the chances of a lasting and fulfilling relationship.
